Friday was my school's annual science fair. The whole school, preschool through 11th grade, participated with each class divided into groups for different experiments. My class had 6 different experiments with 2 - 4 students in each group. The kids worked all week making their posters, practicing the experiment, and giving speeches in English and Spanish explaining each step in the scientific process for their experiment.
The science fair was held on Friday from 7:00am-12:00pm. As Christina and I approached the school that morning, we noticed many large posters and banners decorating the school to advertise the fair. The interesting thing about the posters was they all contained Christina and my names (and misspelled Christina's on each).
These were my students experiments (don't you just love their little lab coats and badges?):
1. Causing a chemical reaction between vinegar and baking soda to create enough carbon dioxide to blow up a balloon.
After the science fair, I walked home, ate lunch, and grabbed my backpack for a weekend trip. I was headed to yet another beach town, supposedly the most beautiful along the coast, Trujillo. Trujillo is situated on a sizable bay. It was there on Aug. 14, 1502 that Columbus first set foot on the American mainland. Afterward, Trujillo was used as a port to ship gold and silver to Spain. Due to numerous pirate attacks, a fortress was built by the Spanish but it did no good.
The other end of the bay's large arc is Puerto Castillo but you can't actually go to it's point as it is used as a military base. The base was built by the US military in the 1980's to train the Contras and the Salvadoran military; illegally funding their fighting against the Sandinistas in Nicaragua and the FMLN guerrillas in El Salvador, respectively.
From my house, I took a taxi ride into town for 15 Lemps (L) ($0.80), a 2 hour bus to La Ceiba for 35L ($1.84), a quick taxi ride to another bus stop for 20L ($1.05), then a 3 hour bus to Trujillo for 93L ($4.89). The hotel I was staying at, Casa Kiwi, is in the middle of Trujillo and Puerto Castillo so from the bus stop I had to take a 15 minute taxi to the hotel. By that time it was 8:00pm and dark. The taxi driver wanted 200Lemps (L) ($10) which was outrageous. I bargained and pleaded but only got him to come down to 120L ($6), way over priced but I couldn't exactly walk in the dark. The ride was down a deserted road with no other cars or buildings and it was eerie.
At the hotel, I walked into the main cabin consisting of a large dining room, bar, and a pool table. I checked in and got my room key. The room, 160L ($8.42) per night, was basic: bed, shower, towels, and toilet. I immediately noticed a sign in the bathroom urging you to put your toilet paper in the toilet. They explained that the hotel has large pipes so it is fine. (I am fairly certain that it is not that simple and probably the inadequate sewage treatment facilities are the reason you can't flush it, not the size of the pipes, but I complied no less.)
The other 5 people were employees of sorts. One guy was born in Roatan and had been working at the hotel two years now, two girls came from England and had been working there 3 months, a girl from Oregon whose boyfriend was stationed at the US military base in Comayagua (which is about an 8 hour bus ride away so I wasn't really clear on how she ended up in Trujillo) had been there 2 months, and a boy from Vermont who had been there 3 months. They all ran the hotel and got room and board for payment. At the moment, the owner had just left town to work for an NGO in Africa. They were all friendly.
I asked if there was hot water and was informed that it was plentiful because it was solar heated. This was vigorously confirmed by the navy man. When I got back to my room to shower... it was cold. I was already half expecting it. I slept the night peacefully until some loud birds started squawking at 6:00am and the room became too stuffy to sleep anyway. So I got up, washed my face (the water was still cold), and put on sunblock and my swimsuit.
Instead I laid down on the raft and swam, barely reaching the top of the sea grass. It was unwieldy and nerve-racking. This was confounded by the fact that I was the only person around for miles. I could not see another person in any direction and there were no buildings in this isolated part of the cove. I began to get really worried and paranoid. I mean what if something happened to me. No one would be there to help until possibly hours or days later when the hotel, hopefully, discovered I was missing and searched for me... but by then it would probably be too late.
Being a bay, the water was crystal clear and placid which eased the swimming but even after about 15 minutes I seemed to be no closer to the ship. Luckily I happened upon a sunken metal box and debris, possibly from the shipwreck, that was a great snorkel spot. There were many colorful fish, some were yellow with large spots on their sides that looked like eyes and I found one phosphorescent green fish. It was rad... like a firefly under the sea. Coral ranging in color from light blue to pink to white had also begun to grow on the debris.
As the ship was still at least an hour swim away, and my paranoia at being alone on the deserted beach heightened, I decided this satisfied my snorkeling appetite enough and swam back to shore. I walked back down the shore, through the dried muck, and laid down on the sand by the hotel. It was a rather hot and humid day but the water was refreshing and happily sea grass free.
I had to go back to the room and take a cold shower (and it was still cold). Even that did nothing to stop the attack. The urge to flee was my only hope so I quickly packed my things and went to the main cabin to check out. This was about 2:00pm and the last bus for La Ceiba, I was told, leaves at 2:30pm. Luckily a girl from the hotel was heading into town and could drop me off, otherwise I would have been stuck there for another night. I got to the bus stop and found it didn't leave until 3:00pm. I got on and anxiously waited for it to pull out.
Once on the road with the wind blowing in my face, I still felt no relief. Not even the beautiful countryside could soothe me. I hadn't had a panic attack like that since I first came to Honduras in August and the reality of being so far from everyone for a year set in.
I don't know if it was being surrounded by so many people or the fact that I was almost home, but I breathed a sigh of relief as the attack had passed. Once home, I was frustrated with myself for fleeing as I never got to see the actual town of Trujillo or the fort, which is supposed to be pretty cool, and I would probably not return just to see those. Oh well. By the way, as far as the prettiest beach on the coast hype, well... I hate sea grass. Tela's beach is much better.
5 comments:
What a utterly captivating story this was. I had an attack like yours once, when I was alone in Japan. I know exactly how you felt. There is something inside of us that signals an alarm when we are alone. It is an incredibly powerful mechanism built into our brains. As you said, it was probably the company of others that helped you to recover. Your scripting of this experience was remarkable, I don't know how many people can appreciate this.
I never knew that you get panic attacks. I thought only your sister had those. Sorry you had to cut your trip short. Too bad that Christina cannot go with you. Next time try to make a friend where you go to go with you on your adventures. Glad to see that you knew how to handle the situation and get to your home in Tela.
Aunt Terry says...Do you know anyone in Tela to travel with you next time. Maybe you need to wait for vistors to go on your next trip.
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